I’ve been up since 4am.
4-745 was a groggy, nappy haze of “Am I Working? Is It Safe/Worth it to Drive?”
What a fun game! I really enjoyed it!*
I still haven’t written about Other Paid Work. I’m enjoying the bubble of people assuming that my practice is Built.
Rather than the F****** EXCRUCIATING SLOW PROCESS OF building.
Inner work, inner work, inner work fun!**
Granted, I am unbelievably grateful I am starting this building process from Within with the intention of long term sustainability.
This means: systems, processing feelings, more systems, more feeling processing all while actually doing things. Having to do with said business.
In addition to my other you know, life things, like PARENTING.
I can’t compartmentalize. Well, some combination of ‘can’t and ‘won’t’. And I’ve had enough experience to know that foundations are very very important.
So. Lots of gentleness and permission as I examine, activate and build my foundation.***
And in the mean time, there is OPW that involves waking up VERY early 3x a week.
My spirit guides informed me that this was Training for the rest of my Work.
As in, even once I quit OPW, wow, how convenient that I have this habit of waking up early. Won’t that pair well with my writing practice?
Image credit: thechive.com.
*Lying liar tells LIES.
***Talk about monster management skills. Half of what I’m doing is figuring out ways of cutting through the monster/critic storm of WOE.